Can Anyone Relate?

I have so many roads in so many directions on my journey I have traveled and I am still trying to figure the best way to go, I know I am trying to keep going in the same direction thats gets me forward and I have to correct myself frequently when I get off course! I give it my best effort most of the time.

From my childhood abuse and trauma that was inflicted upon me by others and myself, I have had a long journey of mentally trying to keep it together and not give up! At times I cry and pray it would all end, the pain, the disapointments, the frustrations, the exhaustion at times is overwhelming! I have had a lot of healing though over my journey of my childhood until now, but still have more to go. I don’t think we are ever fully healed. Unfortunately while you are still healing from the past, as life continues more gets piled on you! Good gets added but also more bad that you need to learn from and heal. If you are living it never ends! You learn to not let things in life affect you. You need to grow above it all and remain productive for yourself and as time goes on for your spouse and kids.